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i've finished reading CONVERSATIONS BETWEEN US by solangel.
finally. after three days.

actually, because of that fic...
i cried.
i really did. like a crazy fool.
even with just less than 5 droplets of tears, i was indeed crying my heart out.
why?
BLACK COFFEE died.
JAEWON died.
i just cant accept it.
it's too hard. :(
after the happiest chapter, there came his death.
i totally knew he would die.
but the way he died, was a shock. a big shock.
my world stopped.
pain. sadness. grief.
as if i also died. T_____T

i'll KILL sangwoo.
i'll mutilate that bastard.
he's the worst of all the sh!ttest bastards in this world. in this universe.
he killed JAEWON.
he brought something much much more than sadness, grief and pain to APRIL.
and to me.

yeah.
im stupid.
crying over a fanfic.
crying over someone not here.
and for wanting to kill someone unreal.
but you cant blame me..
YOON JAEWON's the first character in a story i've ever loved. really loved.
i hated him at first for causing the love triangle between Sangwoo, May, and him.
that IS my biggest regret.
i was stupid.
so stupid.
stupid for hating him.
stupid for liking sangwoo - the fcuking bastard.
stupid. stupid. stupid.
so damn stupid.

later, in my dream, i would kill sangwoo.
mutilate him. chop him into pieces.
he deserves it. a$$hole.
but i wouldnt revive JAEWON.
maybe i'll try.
but i'm sure to cry with May.
i'll cry myself to sleep as i repicture in my mind the moments of May and him together - the bickerings, the jokes, the laughter, the hugs, the kisses, the tears.
as if I am the real APRIL who loved BLACK COFFEE.

goodbye dear JAEWON.
from the bottom of my heart, saranghae.


:(


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i truly recommend this story..
i love it very much..
try it. i hope to see you cry too.

here's the link: http://www.soompi.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=79870

yes. it's at soompi forums.
if youre not a member, it wont hurt if you register..
this fic is a must-read. i tell you, MUST-READ.

yes, it's long.
usually, i only take 2 days to finish reading a fic.
yet this one took me THREE days. to be specific, more or less 35 hours.
but everything's worth it - the lethargy, the headache, the hunger, the pain, the tears.
this fanfic is, if not one of the best, the BEST FIC i've ever read.
i love it very much.

thank you, sol. :)